I love this community. The podcasts are my weekly thing while driving to work and I listen to old episodes, too. ❤️ HOPE to see you all at next few zoom sessions. Go to the Mighty Network. I check that everyday if you ever want my thoughts or advice.😊
I am not doing well. I fell, like a freaking moron, for a fuck boy-chronologically he is 53, maturity level is 16. I don't know why I did. The sex was horrible and he made it about him. I would love to punch him in his face and pluck all the hairs out of his body. Clearly, I have a lot of anger. And that is the more tame things that I want to do. I would love to pour concrete over his car. But, I won't do any of that. Why is it that they go on and find their love and I am still searching? I know its about luck. I just feel that its not ever going to happen and I am working on accepting it. I do not have a lot of support. Sorry for the long response
I love this community. The podcasts are my weekly thing while driving to work and I listen to old episodes, too. ❤️ HOPE to see you all at next few zoom sessions. Go to the Mighty Network. I check that everyday if you ever want my thoughts or advice.😊
I am not doing well. I fell, like a freaking moron, for a fuck boy-chronologically he is 53, maturity level is 16. I don't know why I did. The sex was horrible and he made it about him. I would love to punch him in his face and pluck all the hairs out of his body. Clearly, I have a lot of anger. And that is the more tame things that I want to do. I would love to pour concrete over his car. But, I won't do any of that. Why is it that they go on and find their love and I am still searching? I know its about luck. I just feel that its not ever going to happen and I am working on accepting it. I do not have a lot of support. Sorry for the long response
Ginger, I’ve been there, too. Believe me when I say I understand your feelings.
Men have never been taught to be better, and I don’t think that will change. You went in with good faith, and he assumed he could merely play.
Thank you.